I hope everyone was able to enjoy the holidays. I know I was! I was able to take my mind of my disease which is always nice when you can feel alittle normal for any period of time.
My friends stopped by, that I hadn't seen in awhile, it was really great to see them.
And my boyfriend went above and beyond this year for Christmas. He got be a beautiful necklace. He said I deserved it for being so tough. He has been my rock through all of this. He has to keep reminding me it will get better. Because some days...its easier to just curl up in a ball...but he doesn't allow it. He trys so hard make our lives as normal as possible. I really don't know what I would have done without him. <3
The one thing I hope to gain from this blog is to bring awareness to how evil the gardasil vaccine is.
I have met several girls who have been so severely injured by this vaccine.
This vaccine is pure garbage.
The vaccine has caused a host of problems for several girls.
-Some girls have died
-Some girls cant walk
-Some girls are paralyzed.
it goes on and on.
All for a vaccine that was completely unnecessary!
Everyday I thank god that I did not die from this vaccine.
I want to spread the word as much as possible about how evil this vaccine is. It is also so unnecessary. HPV can be detected easily by a pap smear. And half the time your body fights off the HPV virus on its own. It seems nowadays more than ever Doctors are pushing for vaccines.
I am not anti-vaccine, but I don't think we need all of these vaccines.
I would like to to direct you to two sites that provide information about this vaccine.
http://truthaboutgardasil.org/
and...
http://autismapocalypse.com/
Please, do not allow your child to get this vaccine.
If you have any questions about the vaccine please let me know
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Catch You All Up To Speed!
Well, the past year and half have been a very interesting time and terrifying time
It all started after I received my final Gardasil shot on Apirl 2010. After that I began to get ill with all of these mysterious illness and trips to the emergency room. It all got dismissed as anxiety and depression. However, I knew that wasn't the case.
Finally in August of 2010 I had a diagnosis! It was my thyroid. I had developed a thyroid condition called Hashimoto. It is a very common condition, I was told you take some medicine and you feel better. The doctors told me give it 3-4 weeks and I will feel like my old self. I was thrilled! Finally a answer!
Well.....
I didn't feel any better! In fact, I felt worse. After playing with doses and different thyroid medicines I knew something else was going on.
Finally I ended up at a Wellness Clinic in Delmar, NY. I told them my whole story. They said I think you have Lyme Disease. I didn't believe it. I said go ahead run the tests. Well, the tests came back, I was positive for Lyme and 3 co-infections. My heart sank. I had no idea what a complex and horrible disease this was.
The center started to treat me only to make me way worse then better. They ended up giving me hives for 12 weeks. it was a very low point in my life.
Then I made the transition to a Lyme Literate Doctor (LLMD). I got there in Apirl of 2011. They told me they can get me better and it will take along time and a alot of medicines and it wont be easy. Boy were they not kidding.
The vaccine had activated all of my dormant pathogens and virus in body, along with destroying my immune system.
I started this blog as a timeline for myself so I could track my progress and updated about different medicine combos. And well as a way to vent.
I have been on a roller coaster for the past almost two years. I long for the day where my life will be somewhat normal.
I am still able to work almost 40 hours a week which is about the only normalcy left in my life.
I take about 20 pills a day and I must receive antibiotic shots 3 times a week which is very painful.
I usually feel very terrible everyday.
This is by far the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life. This whole thing is completely changed my life. I had plans of moving out of New York and getting a new job. I had plans for vacations and events. A lot of these things have had to be put on the back burner.
The only thing that keeps me going is the hope that one day I will be healthy again. I dont think one realizes how much they take their health for granted until they dont have it.
Everything is life has a purpose, I am still trying to figure out what purpose this experience will serve.
It all started after I received my final Gardasil shot on Apirl 2010. After that I began to get ill with all of these mysterious illness and trips to the emergency room. It all got dismissed as anxiety and depression. However, I knew that wasn't the case.
Finally in August of 2010 I had a diagnosis! It was my thyroid. I had developed a thyroid condition called Hashimoto. It is a very common condition, I was told you take some medicine and you feel better. The doctors told me give it 3-4 weeks and I will feel like my old self. I was thrilled! Finally a answer!
Well.....
I didn't feel any better! In fact, I felt worse. After playing with doses and different thyroid medicines I knew something else was going on.
Finally I ended up at a Wellness Clinic in Delmar, NY. I told them my whole story. They said I think you have Lyme Disease. I didn't believe it. I said go ahead run the tests. Well, the tests came back, I was positive for Lyme and 3 co-infections. My heart sank. I had no idea what a complex and horrible disease this was.
The center started to treat me only to make me way worse then better. They ended up giving me hives for 12 weeks. it was a very low point in my life.
Then I made the transition to a Lyme Literate Doctor (LLMD). I got there in Apirl of 2011. They told me they can get me better and it will take along time and a alot of medicines and it wont be easy. Boy were they not kidding.
The vaccine had activated all of my dormant pathogens and virus in body, along with destroying my immune system.
I started this blog as a timeline for myself so I could track my progress and updated about different medicine combos. And well as a way to vent.
I have been on a roller coaster for the past almost two years. I long for the day where my life will be somewhat normal.
I am still able to work almost 40 hours a week which is about the only normalcy left in my life.
I take about 20 pills a day and I must receive antibiotic shots 3 times a week which is very painful.
I usually feel very terrible everyday.
This is by far the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life. This whole thing is completely changed my life. I had plans of moving out of New York and getting a new job. I had plans for vacations and events. A lot of these things have had to be put on the back burner.
The only thing that keeps me going is the hope that one day I will be healthy again. I dont think one realizes how much they take their health for granted until they dont have it.
Everything is life has a purpose, I am still trying to figure out what purpose this experience will serve.
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